This is a new way to communacate to my son! Brandon andrew joseph Sloane! I miss you and i wish i was there for you, but some things are just the way it is and we all have to deal with it,  Any shape or form! i hear yer really good at drawing, and that someday youlle be putting yer artwork on the highest level of success cause thats whos blood runs thru yer vains! i was always a persistent person, and sometimes it got me in a lot of trouble with youre mom, if yer madd at me i can understand, my father wasnt there for me either,and it hurts! but it turns out that that s how its supposed to be! If you ever meet him youlle see why we never crossed paths very much! Hes sometimes a real jerk and i wish sometimes that i had a different father! But the real understanding is that he was supposed to be my dad, it was soon clear that he had a purpose in my life,  evn thou i never ask him for anything and never will,  if we can ever agree that the way things happened sucks then we have already shared a true connection! So this is the way it is now,,,,you can either hate me forever or you can understand that i have always wanted to be in yer life but yer mother just wasnt having it! I have made a lot of mistakes and i can honestly say that u will too, even thou you have a clear perspective on life and the way it runs! I hear that you are completly drug free, and want nothing to do with drugs! Trust me,,,,,,,keep i tt    that way,,,for that road you dont want to go down ! even though it seems like it would be worth checkin out!!! Dont do it,    you have to much at stake!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oneday we will meet and i know that you will be mature enough to hold it together!!!! Even though it will be really hard on the nerves!!!! Ive always wondered what you wer like and how thing would play out in yer life and it always made me come to an understanding that history is a vicious cycle and it never eases up,,,,Mostly when wer at our lowest point!!!! I kinda thought that you would be a rebel like yer father and i dont know if im right, but if you are then be at a Full standing level of reason,,, cause it can get very Tricky trying to balance everything!!!! And youre grandmother will tell you that i was a bad seed! i kinda was ,,,,,,it wasnt all my fault,,,,my childhood was a nightmare and a heavy Burden!!!!  ask yer mother!!!!!! But if you can relize that i wasnt ready to be in youre life then youre one step ahead of me!!! I grew up too fast,  and i just didnt  relize that i was a father untill it was  too late!!!! But if youlle let me!!!!! make it up to you!!!! Then the day we meet ill take you to the KEG! Thats where my father took me when i first met him!!!! i never met my father untill i was  seven years old! And trust me,,,,it wasnt a good memory!!!!! So The best advice i have for you is that you need to stay in school and  listen to yer mother!!!!! Despit all the rough times youre mother and i had......... SHe is styll a precious person and i hope youlle see that she loves you very much,,,,,,,Even though  she can  sometimes be out of control! I hope that thru yer life,,,,,,if we never meet up !!!!!!! Just know that jesus Did US all  a B I G Favour!!!!! And Gave up his life so that you and me can make these stupid mistakes and live  very spiritual lives!!!!!!Just LOOK HIM UP and youlle see that he is a very important  person and he deserves all the credit that is Past due!!!!!! After  all....... Jesus  brought youre mother and i together and created you!!!!!! Youre  True  D A D That Loves you,,,,,,,

 

 

 

 

 

Curtis andrew joseph Lukinuk!!!!

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Curtis  Sloane!!!!!

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